Chiwawa

最近的我迷上了这个玩意。。。

我喜欢上小型犬了

哈哈

可能是看到最近很多人都要小狗在家

所以我忽然也很想买一只回来养。。。哈哈

不过不是现在啦~

等明年我搬家先。。哈哈

好可爱哦

喜欢Chiwawa了

有点像PAris Hilton了。。哈哈

Cute？

new blog

This is my new blog link

i stil will use my old blog

This is just my another blog to record my feeling in other way

just go to visit it when it is free ^^

http://vincentwong89.blogspot.com/

不要认为自己没有用

前几天看了梁婆婆从出江湖的电影，不知道大家是否看过这套戏呢？没有的话可以在youtube找找看，这为就是梁婆婆咯。

我很喜欢新加坡的电影，特别喜欢梁家班主演的，每次都让我体会到笑中带泪的感触。说真的其实这套戏真的很好看，很有教育的意义。这套戏让我觉得我自己真的很失败，人家这么老的婆婆能做的事情，我都做不到。

不懂何时开始，我就喜欢带面具做人，不过这是一个社会必要的条件，虽然不喜欢，但是一旦带上了就很难在拿下来吧，至少不会在不是很熟的朋友面前拿下来。长久以来，慢慢的变得不会容易相信人，怀疑心很重，很介意别人说的话，然后性格就慢慢的扭曲了。

可能一切都是所谓的自卑感作祟吧，因为自卑感所以变得不是很擅长沟通了，因为自卑感所以好像人家说什么做什么我都觉得跟我有关系，然后慢慢的就封闭自己了，关在房间了让寂寞袭击，最后就会变得所谓的EMO吧！我觉得Emo就是这样子来的吧。因为自己的自卑感让自己的思路混乱，让自己好像变得什么都不想说，就连自己都不懂自己在做什么。别人的一句话一个动作都变得很敏感。

这是这部戏的主题曲，我觉得很有意义，可以看下

很多时侯
我们都不知道
自己的价值是多少
我们应该做什么
这一生才不会费掉
我们到底重不重要
我们是不是很渺小
深藏心中的那一套
人家会不会觉得可笑
不要认为自己没有用
不要老是坐在那边望天空
如果你自己都不愿意动
还有谁可以帮助你成功
不要认为自己没有用
不要让自卑左右你向前冲
每个人的贡献都不同
也许你就是最好的那种

最近比较烦

昨天考了一张还蛮容易的试卷
我也很惊讶因为也太简单了吧
我真的以为我会进去考场以下就出来了
但是我竟然坐在那里2个小时多才出来
有点出乎我意料
不过还是得看试卷1考到怎样
如果太差的话也不会拿到高分的

今天发生了很多让我很惊讶的事
我爸妈要我去买车
因为我爸爸要买掉那辆破烂的车了
别人一定会说这是一件好事对吧
但是问题是他们要我自己供
其实听起来是很合理啦
考完试过后就必须正正经经的做工了
妈妈说要给我一个负担哦
要让我知道赚钱很辛苦
这听起来也很合理啦
只不过是有点不想接受事实而已
因为本打算做工的钱要好好慰劳自己
怎知道要把钱投资在车子里。。。

我已经不懂要怎样说你了，如果你认为是对的你就继续下去了
你心想的，和你要做的完全不一样
如果是真心的，无论多困难都可以解决的
真心不是口说而已，是要做出来的
如果连试都不试，你一定会后悔的

吃了才算

每次提醒自己要节食要节食
但是每次一有这个念头时那一天就会不懂为何买很多很多的食物回家
我得脑和我的身体可是作对了
脑和我说要节食，但是身体却不由自主地买很多有的没的回家
前天才去KLCC买了很多的巧克力，今天又去买两个Cheese Cake回来
都不懂要怎样才可以吃的完。。。
看来体重又会增加了
我家从没有食物吃变到食物不懂要摆那里的状况
算了算了。。。吃了才算
明天的考试希望可以过啦
如果不能过的话接下去的考试我也不想去了T_T

希望你能看到这篇文章吧

有一些事，原来真的不需要用言语来表达的
只要用心就能感受到了
其实我知道我不应该再去妄想了
我也知道我没有资格去想了吧

虽然每次和你在一起我真的很开心
我不介意为你付出我的时间，金钱和体力
我应该把你当成好朋友就好了
对，我一直是这样，我一直把你当我好朋友
因为我知道无论我发生什么事，
你一定会站在我这边
好像上次的事件这样
只有你愿意站在我这边

其实我真的真的很开心的
我不懂你还记得不记得
你是在我最不快乐的时候，曾经出现安慰我的人
你是在根本没有人愿意帮我过生日的时候
唯一一个在下雨天撑着雨伞去到我家给我礼物的时候
真的很抱歉那天我没有在家
你的心意我真的真的懂的
我何德何能能够有这个福气承受这个福气呢
虽然别人曾经说你并不是真心对我好
但是我还是非常相信你
我知道如果那次你真的不是真心的和我做朋友
你也不会在车上和我聊了这样多话

你是第一个让我从绝望中让我还能感到一丝温暖的人
你也是第一个在完全没有人相信我的时候，在没个人都想把我从朋友单里删除的时候，
还愿意站在我那边，还愿意听我的苦衷的人
你也是第一个可以让我哭得人

我很清楚知道我们只能停留在友谊的那个阶段
我很清楚知道我们不能再越过友谊这条线了
我更清楚为什么我们不能再有更近一步的发展
所以我只能默默地，在外面守护着你吧

我们都很清楚对方是什么人吧
至少我应该知道你现在在想什么
我知道你现在都在忙课业吧
我知道你看到这篇文章的话应该会更增加你的烦恼
其实我得心是想你看到，但是又把把你弄得更烦
矛盾啊。。。
我希望你能够看了又不会心情便坏或变烦吧

每次你和我说谁谁谁说喜欢你的时候
我都会很紧张地问是谁是谁
看来我还真的很在意谁的事吧
但是每次说你不接受的时候我也会打从心里的笑出来吧
其实我必须很想说对不起的
因为我觉得那都是你好像故意暗示我这样
原谅我这种不道德的心态吧
不过如果有一天你和我说你真的和某某某在一起的话
我想我还是会伤心难过吧
不过当然也会祝福你找到一个你爱的人吧
毕竟是我喜欢的人，我又能怪呢什么呢？哈

其实我如果能够停留在这个好朋友的阶段
那么至少我不会像现在这样，做出这么冒险的一步了
毕竟我不知道当你看了你会有什么反应
也许我们的友谊就从这里画上句号了
但是没有办法，我就是如此犯贱的，
喜欢做让你不开心的事，sorrysorry

其实很多朋友都叫我为什么不要再试试看呢？
我想你应该也不希望我再试试吧
我想你应该就只想把我当成好朋友吧
我想你应该抵不过闲言闲语这一关吧

这不是一篇什么扮可怜博同情的一篇文章
这也不是一篇什么答应不答应的文章
这更不是一篇什么告白的文章
这只是一篇想对你说的话的文章而已
没有什么特别的意识，放心吧

*不要被自己的功课及压力绑死自己，要知道就算在忙，都必须让自己喘一扣气
功课不一定要做到完美的才对得起自己，要做的开心，如果你做得不开心的话，
那么你一定不能笑着过每一天，如果有一天真的很Emo的话，就打电话给我吧
我带你上云顶吹风聊天到天亮然后在山上大喊‘我受不了啦’

-完-

Snacks

Wohoo~ i brought so many snacks just now ><

wakakakkaka.....thanks for my father help me pay the bill just now

rm80 ++ happy happy

recently dun know y like to eat chocolate in house...

for breakfast and supper ...haha

i think i gonna get more weight on it ><

nvm....this is exam month...need chocolate and snack to release my pressure ...haha

Life Of Clarinase

This is Clarinase ... a medic that i have to eat everyday =.=!!!

without it i sure will very uncomfortable

this medic is for my nose...

to slove the runny nose and blocked nose medic problems...

actually i don't mind to eat this everyday jz the medic is very expensive ><

10pill need rm27 ><

arhhhhh...sick of it

but no choice...

without it i really hard to breath ...haizz

anyone know the cure of blocked nose??

凭歌写意 1

现在是凌晨的一点钟，在这个夜深人静的情况下，我还是一样的，坐在我电脑前面，开始写下我的部落格。或许有人知道我在过不久就要考试了，那么为什么还有心情写部落格呢？其实没别的，我只是想写，反正等下考的是华文作文，我就在此写下一片比较有水准的论文吧！我就来试试我写作文的技巧吧。

凭歌写意
我很喜欢听歌，这是我疏解压力的动力之一。我更喜欢唱歌，这是我删除不快乐记忆的方法之一。我在家最喜欢的是关在自己的房间里，开着冷气，然后开着音乐，配合气氛，慢慢的品尝歌曲的意境，可以很澎湃，可以很激昂，也可以很诗。我觉得不同的歌曲可以带来不同的感受，不同的领受。歌，本身就是一个魔法，因为它会带你进入一个忘我的世界，它可以把你内心的压力统统疏解出来。你，曾经有因为一首歌而感动流泪吗？

最近爱上了蔡健雅的若你碰到他这首歌，觉得淡淡的，忧伤的，简单的一首歌，但是她的歌词，她的声音竟然让我如此的感动。

若你碰到了替我问候他，告诉他我过得很美满
已忘记他，已把泪水全部擦干
若你碰到了替我问候他，祝福他和他的另一半
不在乎他，不再爱也不再等待
就这样吧 若你碰到他

其实我了解很多事都不能如人愿，你往往想挽回的东西，感情，它都不会让你如愿。这就叫成长吗？世界因成长而改变，我们再也不是那个玩躲猫猫的年龄了。感情变了你想挽留也没有用了
我也不再追究谁是谁非了，但愿时间能来冲淡一切的误会吧。我们都是成年人了，很多事情不能够再这么计较了。就像歌词说的，我现在过个很美满，我也把泪水擦干了，我也祝福你，就这样吧，因为很多东西点到就为止吧，再说就会超过了。做人不能一直怀念过去，否则就会一直原地踏步。过去就让它过去吧

我只是无辜的人，很需要叹气声
有一些文字的吻，只留给伤过得人
明知道有些问题，没有答案还是要问
原谅我就是这样的女生
没错，原谅我就是这样的女生来至于戴佩妮的歌声

其实有很多人说我变了，变得没有这样讨人厌了，也变得很好欺负了。其实时间真的可以改变一切的，还记得我中学的时候，我的言语是伤害过多少人，有多少人恨我，但是当时的我并不以为然，因为那时年少轻狂吧，口才是我得意的优点，口才也是让我最有罪恶感的缺点吧！口齿伶俐当然是好事，但是过了界限就变成牙尖嘴利了。

因为有了这个我所谓的口才，让我变成了一个很目中无人的贱人吧。被我羞辱过的人不计上下，也就是这个原因，大家就开始怨恨我吧。到了一个适当的时候，我才知道，我才明了为什么去年大家都没有一个要站出来帮我了吧。其实那时候的我还觉得你们到底是怎么了，我所做的贡献换来了是数十年的友谊杯葛了吗？但是慢慢的在这半年内，我才觉得原来我所做的一切贡献，根本是微不足道的，因为我觉得言语上的伤害，比一切来的可怕。它可以让你在意一段很久的时间，它也可以让你失去了自信。

所以当有人问我为什么我可以忍到现在别人对我的羞辱，我也只能说，可能我想补偿吧，补偿我以前的过错吧。我也知道忍耐的容量又一天会满的，所以我也知道找办法去释怀它吧。假如有一天忽然我变的不再温驯了，那么那天我一定是容量满了。所以我也必须很曾经被我言语伤害的人说声抱歉了，请你们原谅我就是这样的男生

Exam Time Table

18 november Wed 8am-11am - Chinese paper 1
23 november Mon 8am-11am - Genaral paper 2
2pm-5pm - Chinese paper 2
26 november Thur 2pm-5pm - Business Study 1
30 november Mon 2pm-5pm -Economic 1
2 disember Wed 2pm -5pm -Economic 2
3 disember Thur 8am-11am -Business Study 2
9 disember Wed 2pm-4pm -Genaral paper 1

This is my Stpm Exam Time-Table
erm.....i know that the red colour subject sure i will fail
so have to add oil to those black colour subject
add oil add oil T_T

Headache

Kinda Headache now...
Thinking of my Future job now...
Ishii ... looking for job at jobstreet
Wtf all need working experience at least 1 yrs ~
there are not require for fresh men
Than i asked my mother for work
but she said her company and her friend not available for
non working experience ppl
well....i had took a bad knock for it T_T

What to do?
stil have few week i will gradute after my final exam
i don't want just sit at home and just strecth my hand asking my parent pocket money
i wan ern money by myself
i think what i can do it jz keep send my resume to every company and waiting for reply lo ~
no choice also

Eat and Drink

I had some strange dream this days...
haiz....dun know is it a sign or omen for me
ermm....nvm forget it ^^
last day so happy went to klang 'coconut flower garden ' eat seafood
with my friend...hoho
actually we decide to watch movie ' Ninja' at pavillion
but there is too many ppl line up for that '2012'
hoho....lucky that i watched edi that movie
bcuz of that so we decide to go klang eat seafood
went to coffee bean for my fav ice cappucino
than go shopping ~hoho

That place 椰花园 in klang is really nice and worth to eat
we order 1kg crab , prawn , fish , vege and tofu only rm141
that is super worth and the taste is not bad also ^^
after that we went to the curve for beer...
Weee~ i love beer...haha
actually we decide to go library's to have beer but that is too many ppl there
so we jz move to laundry to have 1 pint of henieken
wohoo..i like henieken ...haha
i like drink beer b4 sleep...
its makes me really sleep well(^.^)

躲在暗暗的房间。。。。

今天难得的星期五我尽然没有出去乖乖呆在家
明天朋友约我去clubbing我尽然没有想去的意念
我尽然会退掉难得可以大喝一番的好机会
我是怎么啦？
好熟感觉哦
对了。。。是Emo
它又来了
但是我这次却不想把它赶走
原来Emo也是一种过时间的方法啊
听着伤心的歌来过时间原来还蛮有趣了
刚刚又看到一些照片又让我想起了一些往事
不要管它啦。。。
听歌更好
躲在暗暗的房间听歌更好
躲在暗暗的房间开着冷气听歌更好
躲在暗暗的房间开着冷气上网听歌更好
躲在暗暗的房间开着冷气上躺下来上网听歌更好
难道不是吗？

2012

Just finished watching out this movie...

Omg that is so awesome ...

this is really really greatest movie for this yrs ><

We all really dun know 2012 is it the end of the world

but all i know is i stil have 3 yrs to enjoy my life =p

so be more optimistic ^^

if 2012 really is our dead yrs...than i will just dead la....

no need waste energy to escape from the dead also ^^

wakakakakak

Ole Ole Bali

Yesterday we went to Solaris KL Ole Ole Bali for celebrating Ivan Birthday

Nice environment ...i like that place so so much =p

This is it...the birthday boy

Ivan Lee

I love to drink ><

Second round at Island Cafe

Alden , Evon and me ^^

I like This pic so much ^^ haha

Alden Michelle Evon and Me

For Other Photos
Just view on my Facebook and grab it la...

i too lazy to post it ><

so many

and thats is half of it r someone pic ><

MV - Bad Romance

Finally Finally Finally...
Lady Gaga new official Mv BAD ROMANCE

This MV is super awesome
Lady Gaga are super pretty and unique in this MV
Come and have a look here ><

Bad Romance

The song that play in my blog is from my fav idol

LADY GAGA - BAD ROMANCE

so sad that her official mv have not come out yet ~

and this is the piano vision ><

Everything will be fine soon

Headache , Dizzy and feel wanna vomit
this is all i feel today ...haiz
jz back from hospital ,
doctor giv me some medicine
if stil cannot cure...
than go for operation =.=!!!
haiz...

Today i had brought ivan present and the cake too...
i think everything will b ok ~
tommorow night will go Solaris KL Ole Ole Bali make a reservation there
than everything is settle i think ><

My car 'rosak' again...
this time is the seat dun know y suddenly got problem...
make pelvic bone super pain today T_T
although jz go to midvelly but i stil feel very pain...haizzz
just now my father ask me buy a new car when i finish study
cuz he said he feel sick of that Satria edi...
dun feel wan to repair edi
i also dun know should be happy or not
cuz if buy a new car than i have to pay the loan =.=!!!
aikz....dun think it

um um...
i listen to u ..
tmr rest at home ...
next timewhen i cure only go find u ya^^
everything should b fine soon

Dreaming Out Loud

This is sunday night
i am lying on my bed
its cold cuz i hav open my air con
and i am listening Tanya - Beautiful love

My pelvic bone stil very pain
stil cannot bow myself
stil cannot took up heavy stuff
like old man now...haiz....
the doctor that specialist for pelvic bone in hospital and clinic
all on leave today...sad
but is ok...i can go tmr also...
as long as i stil can ...erm...stand....walk...and drive tmr

Plan to go 1utama and midvelly tmr
to buy ivan present and cake also...
hope that tmr my pelvic bone will ' ok ' abit la
i dun wan pain like hell stil go shopping complex

Lets c...erm...
today i found that i was one of the lucky and bleesed person
cuz i have the greatest parent in the world
those who r always care of me, love me, give money to me to spent =p
haha...although they are abit vex me up
but i stil treat them good and love them so so much =p
than today someone really makes me so touching ler...
haha....the one who always scold me said he able to fetch me to hospital
if i really need he fetch ...=p
i tell u ar ' someone '
i said touching not means i am girldish ar
is good words never come out from ur mouth seems this half yrs edi ...haha
so of cuz i am touching when u said something good out from ur mouth =p
dun scold me dun scold me ..haha

i got a nice family
i got a nice friendship although will dissolve soon =p
but i stil single and available now...
huuuuu~so irony
ok nvm
hope will have soon ...right?haha
next day?next week?next month?next year?next life?
choiiii....sure not next life =p
lets dreaming out loud ^^

Short Update

well...
i have to say...
my pelvic bone is gonna broke edi...
super duper pain now...
really hav to go hospital edi....
haiz....

this few days keep on go out research
feel so tired...
Friday go for yum cha than i eat alot...
drink alot too...
although my library's and jennifer body is fall flat edi...
but i also very happy hang out with my friend
even he scold me i am his fucking fren in his blog T_T
but i think we soon will dissolve ...
i dun know why my stupid + sohai 6 sense tell me again
our group will dissolve soon....
so....i jz very treasure that i have ur guys everytime yum cha ^^

Saturday night go to klang to attend my dai lou 21yrs old birthday...
although i wait for my gang for 1 and half hours there
but finally we r so happy at the end ^^
wish my brother KHIM PING happy birthday ya..
i have to say sorry cuz seems all the present you get my one is the most cheap de ...=p
haha...i really got so many fren birthday at oct and nov...so sorry ya ^^
hope you like my present ....lol

i dun know why my pelvic bone super pain while eating jz now...
i pain until i can't stand up
my whole body really no strange and i keep sweating...
my tear also wanna come out edi....
the whole party i jz keep endure the pain and din move too much

After the party we went to boston to hav our second round ^^
omg i really like that 'che lala '...
super delicious...yummy ^^
i like spicy ^^ wohooo ~
so sipeh jealous you....can get so many nice present ~
arhhhhh........i wan HENNESSY VSOP (>.<)!!!!

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Wake up early in the morning
my pelvic bone stil pain like hell...
this time sure hav to c 'ti da ' edi....haiz
i can't even bow myself
i can't even sit straight ...wtf ><

but as usual...
i do some reserch today
went to 1 utama buy my fren 21 birthday present and reserch the cake...
erm....ntg special...i feel that shopping alone is quite boring sometime
although i like the feel freedom but when u shopping alone u will c so many couple
or pair keep watching u n they seems to say
aiyoyo...shopping alone so cham meh....
dammn i hate that feel
but mayb im jz sensative la

yesterday night i found that i dun like the feel...
the feel of....pain or high i dun know how to describe
haha...sound bad...
have to self - questioning and self - reflection again
c whether i really like it or not...
if not better bcome a good boy ba ^^

Happy Go Lucky

I found some interesting Pic from the net

Although sometime we will easy to depress

and complain the world

But

Don't Give Up

No Matter What You Face

Just Remember that

Happy go Lucky

Live everyday with happiness and joy like the third pic

you will feel everything is beautiful and you life seems not bad at all that u think ^^

Under Control

My back stil pain ~

arhhhh~

today back to school

erm...everything under control

i had settle down 80% problem...

20% more hav to settle down

erm....ok nvm...i will settle down

Sleep early today ~ working tmr

OK...gambateh ba ^^

这个世界是不公平的

太好笑了，太好笑了

这个孩子真的很大胆很有才华

看了他的演讲我真的是开心起来了

笑翻了

你们也看看吧

Tuesday Blue

Haiz....this is not a good day for me ~
today i was waking up at 930pm...
when i getting up my bed...i feel my pelvic bone pain...
ya ...it is recrudescence ... pain pain pain T_T
pain until cannot get up from bed
i think i have to see tie da again....

than go to Paviilion - Lot 10 - Sg Wang - L Yat to do reserch
reserch the prices of cake and present that i hav to buy to 2 birthday boy ...
taking lunch at there ...
lucky i found the cake shop and i know the those ' infomation ' edi...
and i also know what to buy to that birthday boy edi...
huuu....this november hav to use quite alot of money edi...
who ask both of them 21 yrs old...makes me so headache ....haiz
oh ya...i meet some people at sg wang, some stranger but we know well each others last time
no big deal,haha

i know tomorrow also isn't a good day for me,
cuz my wallet only left 10bux i think
haiz....tomorrow hav to eat kopitiam edi lo
save money save money
waiting for the salary out

老公老公我爱你

突然觉得这首歌很好听

虽然我还是单身

但是我觉得这首歌如果唱歌令一半听应该会很幸福的
谢雨欣-老公老公我爱你

我的爱就是你
你知道我爱你
虽然你经常还会发点脾气
因为爱你 我不在意
家还不富裕
就让我们去努力
我会让你笑让你欢喜
只要你愿意我陪你
老公老公我爱你
阿弥陀佛保佑你
愿你有一个好身体
健康又力气
老公老公我爱你
阿弥陀佛保佑你
愿你事事都如意
我们不分离
老公老公我爱你
阿弥陀佛保佑你
愿你有一个好身体
健康又力气
老公老公我爱你
阿弥陀佛保佑你
愿你事事都如意
我们不分离
老公我想住可以在家里拉巴巴在楼房

雨过天晴

雨过天晴

这句话现在用在我身上是最好的

哈哈

要和爸爸妈妈说对不起

虽然你们是不会看到这篇文章

但是还是非常抱歉我的言语又不小心的伤害到你们

SorrySorry

你儿子我爱你们俩