Sometime i am so hurried in any stuff i was thinking like...wanna become rich wanna buy something that really not affordable to a ppl like me i know i had work now, salary and allowance all are very good compare to many diploma student i hope i really can buy a new house with family soon ~ i know this is really a big dream but i really look forward to that
i wanna to have more fren in my life so i go to add ppl in facebook or any making fren website and asking them out i dun wan to be lonely in my house every weekend well, i meet many nice ppl actually , they are kind and good but i dun know why this will makes me feel solitude sometime maybe i am just not that kind of try to make ppl happy or interesting to help myself to create a good image ...
actually i also quite hunger for love ... loneliness will makes ppl mind thinking wrong i guess maybe sometime i am so desperate for love giving myself too much of pressure ~ jealous with others, blaming myself, or breaking my own image haizz..... sometime i am just everybody fool
trying to change myself trying to ignore every single stuff that not relate by me trying to leave troublesome person trying to be a happy go lucky person trying to be more
