很想。。。

最近生活不是很如意。。。
很想做一些很多很久没有做的事。。
很想去吃buffet吃到饱饱
很想去唱K唱到饱饱
很想去买东西买到饱饱。。。

很想去远远的地方拍照留恋
很想不要驾车搭火车搭巴士搭飞机去一个完全没去过的地方
好想窝在家人的怀抱，虽然现在这样大了是没有可能的~

心痛心灰

他已经不时以前的他了。。。。我认识的他不是这样的。。。
那个会体谅，明白事理的他到底去了哪里？
你不是我们每个人的学习对象吗？
你那颗善良的心到底去了哪里？
为什么你会变成这样。。
为什么你能够一开口就好像在骂我？
我到底做错了什么。。。
我不是在为这间家好的吗？
我不是在帮着我的室友吗？
我不是帮他的话为什么我要对你说那番话。。。
你知道我真的真的很难过吗。。
你知道每天早上我的眼睛是肿得吗。。
你知道我的心脏跳得很快吗。。。。
你知道我有遗传性的心脏病吗？

我很确定我这次并不是我幼稚。。。
我单纯是为了我的室友好。。。
为什么就会带来反效果。。
是不是要我让他和别房的人吵架才可以？
你真的已经变了。。。

你与其在想我幼稚，尤其说我一直躲在房间。。。
不如你先平静10秒。。。
然后再想想。。。
你到底为什么会变成这样。。
为什么我要对你说出这番话。。。
为什么我要半夜不睡下去淋雨然后再上来打这个这样
看起来在发神经，博别人同情的文章。。
我还不是为了能够和你开心相处这20多天的日子。。
不还是为了你的同乡能够和我们在你不在的时候开心的相处。。
可以不要什么事都看成是小事
可以不要什么事都敷衍带过就算。。
我真的会很心灰的。。。。。

To u

i try to not post some sad or emo article...
but i something sad really happen to me recently~

HuuuIIIIiiiiiiiI~~~~~
i try to b happy i try to smile when i hang out with friend...
ya...i know i can pretend well...
my friends all are thinking i m happy ~
but once i get back home...
i start emo~
i know emo is really not good at all..
i know emo is a kind of sickness...
but dun know y...
i emo..
i ' lock ' myself in the room~
(no lock la...jz close the door..)
i lazy to communicate to my housemate....
dun know y? no reason...

mayb got reason...
jz i dun wan accept ~

mayb is nothing happen...
im jz sensative?

mayb im jz stress?
mayb im jz unwell?

no no no~ this time i really know what i emo~
i emo because of 'u'
sometime ...
many stuff is jz cannot smile smile than let it go...
im a human ok?
can u dun treat me as a stranger...
im ur roommate -.-!!

if u really dun wan talk with me...
or u really dun wan see me...
ok fine...i can move back to my own house...

if u think there is something wrong with me?
ok fine... i really can move back to my ownhouse...
i really happy that u can b my roommate for 1 yrs...
so mayb i just dissapear in ur eyes...
so that we 2 can back to the normal life also...

How He Love Us

HOW HE LOVE US - KIM WALKER

He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane
I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy
When all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by Glory
And I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me

Oh how he loves us, so
Oh How he loves us, how he loves us so

He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane
I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy
When all of a sudden I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by Glory
And I realize just how beautiful you are and how great your affections are for me

And oh, how he loves us so,
Oh how he loves us, how he loves us so

Yeah he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves


We are his portion and he is our prize
Drawn to redemption by the grace in his eyes
If grace is an ocean we’re all sinking
So, heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don’t have time to maintain these regrets when I think about the way

He loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves

Yeah, he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
He loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves us
Oh how he loves

Final Destination 4

Yesterday night watch Final Destination 4 with Alden , Ellie and Ivan...

erm....i was quite dissapointed for this movie..

cuz i think that is not what im expect~

not that so many disgusting screen in this movie..

mayb is the Malaysia movie industry law cut alot of screen...

cuz that is only 1hour n 15 minit ~

i more prefer final destinaiton 3 ^^

UP

这是一部非常出色的卡通。。。
它是讲述一个老人为了完成他小时候对他的伴侣的承诺
不顾一切的把自己的家放满自己的家让他家
可以飞去南美洲的瀑布。。。

我看了非常的感动。。
因为我觉得梦想是很伟大的。。
一个老人可以为了自己的梦想
不管前面多遥远
多么的困难
他也可以实现
把他完成。。

我才20岁。。。
还算是年轻一族的。。。
所以必须为了自己的梦想去努力读书。。
考到我想读的那一课
加油加油加油 ^^

p/s thx for alden n ivan accompany me to watch this movie
although our first choice is to watch final destination ^^

One day in Astro ^^

Chin Han, Eleven , Hui min,Florence,me,Jin shan,Alan

Yesterday work in Astro tv game show audience...

i tot we work as audience last day...

but suddenly they ask us go to be the front there to be a ballplayer...

Woo...i was so nervous cuz the camera is keep 'shooting' me ...haha

nervous until dun know what to do when the question-master asking question...

but finally we only realize we help those ppl to do a rehersal ...

cuz this is the second season for the tv show..^-^

i was so happy that i can work in astro as a part time...

this is a very good experience for me

hehe